Rewind - September 2020

2020 is a year like no other. It has changed the way we lived. I read an article in the morning. It said we will not get the life we had in January back. I think the article was published on CNN. It was difficult to accept. The point is - this agony doesn't come with a timeline. We don't know when will we come out of it? Isolation and lack of freedom are taking a toll on people's emotional health. It's very surprising that I have reclaimed myself this year. Even though my life is far from normal. I have understood and accepted - life is not a race. Happiness and peace of mind are the most valued things in the universe. I think I have matured 10 years in one year. Good, bad or worse - 2020 has made me a better person. I hope, one day when I will read this blog entry, I will feel proud of the journey I had this year.

On the writing front, I have written the following:

Date	Content
09/01/2020	जाते हुए इक माचिस की डिबिया दे जाते  आग लगानी थी बचे हुए अरमानों को
09/04/2020	खुद को पाते है किसी अपने को खो के  इस ज़िन्दगी की रिवायत अजीब है
09/08/2020	Be as ready to embrace change as the fragile leave is upon the arrival of autumn.
09/08/2020	तरक्की चुप-चाप ही होती है साहब  शोर तो तबाही करती है
09/09/2020	Poets are those fuckers who mend your soul when your life is fucked up.
09/13/2020	She is made of madness, sass and stardust. Reading poetry on a satin bedsheet is the kind of foreplay they crave for. Intimacy is when I moan your name, you hear it across the 7 oceans. My idea of romance is to take you on an adventure and lose myself in your arms.
09/14/2020	She can do both Chase her demons away And chase butterflies on a lazy Sunday afternoon
09/15/2020	As a speck of stardust in the universe, we all have the power to do something magical with our existence.
09/20/2020	इश्क़ धमाकेदार था तभी नाराज़गी विस्फोटक निकली
09/21/2020	बहुत रातें साथ गुजारी पर साथ कभी सोए नहीं इस इश्क़ को क्या समझेंगे लोग हम तेरे होके भी तेरे हुए नहीं Bahut raaten saath guzaari Par saath kabhi soye nahi Is ishq ko kya samjhenge log Hum tere hoke bhi tere hue nahi सुस्त दोपहर के लम्हों में  तेरे काँधे पे गिरना  ऐसी नज़दीकियों पे  सौ रातें कुरबान Sust dopahar ke lamhon mein Tere kaandhe pe girna Aisi nazdeekiyon pe Sau raaten kurbaan इश्क़-इश्क़ करता रहा हरामी और देके गया जानलेवा धोखा Ishq-ishq karta raha haraami Aur deke gaya jaanleva dhokha
09/27/2020	आँखें यूँ ही भरा नहीं करती  ये बांध अक्सर दिलों के खाली होने पे टूटता है